Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Resigned;
well its only the the , 5th week of poly school life . and god knows what. ive kinda already having those dreaded symtoms of what-else, stress. im not expecting it to happen to me at such a rate, but what can i do =( i need love
i think my life kinda sucks, its apparently just a form or routine where u pre-record it and put it into a cd player and press PLAY, and the same things go on and on , 7 days a week. i hate uniformity in life, i want a change, really.
well 7 days a week. monday and wednesday are my db training sessions. provided im officially into the team, it will increase gradually then. friday or saturday gym session. and those empty slots are definitely not for me to sit there and stone. its pre-occupied with project meetings discussions; upcoming tests; tutorials and blah blah. SIGH.
is this what we crave in life? definitely not. but we do not even have room for a choice . basically we fuckin mug mug and mug for our tests and exams to squeeze into the desired education we wanted to be in. and from then on, more information is then making life hard for our brain juices. man, its so ...and then, when we finally graduated from studying and i mean not needing to wake up with books on our minds pals. jobs is what we needed. and those with so called high educational qualifications will get those excecutives kinda jobs, and what will happen if you are without anything? get 1300 a month? well i guess its pretty good IF you are deciding not to compell with our human natural instincts, to pro-create of course.
we come out from our mum', study , find a job, get married, have children, and work till we die. seriously need a break .
tmr im having accounts test. i never studied. but i guess i will be alright. considering its not accounted in the general exam proportion. and ive got one subject that practically screws me up da wall: ECONOMICS. study how consumers and business operates . its like torturing you to think of those effects that you probably will go mad. thurs having a thesis-like writing . and i will do a write up on -terrorism . haha. sounds so dry . well im not goin to grouse about it . its 20% . god bless
siying i miss you leh. i want to meet you out and squeeze your redbutt chilli cheeks.
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